congratulations to all nle passers of june 2008..the results just out

yesterday and so happy to see my pardz on the list...unfortunately,

i scanned for my ex beaus name and he wasnt there..too bad i thought

he could make it..Nevertheless,im  having second thoughts for not taking the board  last time..

but its insane if thats the case coz all along he wanted this..to be an R.N.

so he could start greening his pasteur..Nonetheless, his current flame too werent

in the lists as well..its like a connivance or somethin'..conniving thoughts of failing something like that..

hahahaha.. im such a skank biatch..=D oh well, good luck to them..

Nothing foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool...

Confusion not only reigns, it pours..

The biggest sin is sitting on your ass..

Honk if you love peace and quiet..

Seen it all, done it all cant remember most of it..

Everyone has photographic memory, some dont have film..

Better to understand a little than misunderstand a lot..

All men are animals, some jsut make better pets..

Men are like pennies, two-faced and worthless..

Consciousness= that annoying time between naps..

Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm..

None of us are virgins, life has screwed us all..=D

i dont know why i entitled this entry random facts..

it just cross my mind so there it goes.. ok, so lets move on..

las night i was alarmed with my phone ringing and was so smittened

to see my ex bf's number on the screen..so i handed it to my ear and 

my opening remark was " what the F@ck is this all about???, for petes sake

do u even realized what time it is already? its 1 am just in case u

didnt know.." and he was like laughing and flirting with me over the phone

askin' me to meet him as if were not zillions of miles away.. and he was giggling

i was forced to joined him though..It was surreal calling me out of the blue telling me

he misses me so.. and that he even told me to wait for him upon telling him im not married

yet..i was dumbfounded..like WHAT THe F#CK!!!good thing the conversation didnt last long..

or else i may found myself thinking and reminiscing again which will lead to a huge eyebugs..

well, piece of advice knock ur shell 3x..haller..wat came to ur senses im still after

your oh so dearly man..FYI,ive had enuff of him  already..in fact ive got of loads

of men in line..just one call and one we'll be with me anytime..im a "no no desperate woman"

who clings nor greeds men..men were always been after me not the other way around..

im sorry to disappoint u but ur just imagining things.. sour graping is not the solution to your

"on the rocks" relationship with him..oohhh..poor woman, throwing tantrums to an ex gf wont

take you any good...nonetheless, it leads me no wonder why ur brimming anecdotes were superficial.. 

i am such  a poignant threat..maybe He still fantasized me..or maybe He still wants me...hahaha...

or maybe i was never out of his mind.. for all i know you were just a rebounder...:D

have u ever felt dazzled lately?? coz i were...i have this guy ive been dating likely..

well not really what u call a romantic date but its a date date..got what i mean...

ok, so, we've been goin out, and the last time we went out was kinda diff because

in an instant we found ourselves so sweet and smoochy with each other..its kind of

establishing romance etc etc..and i id be honest i kinda like it too..we even had this thing

that we never did on our previous night out together, like having a peck on my lips..

holding hands while walking and hugging each other...its weird but i did liked it..

in fact after ive got home i feel a strange feeling missing him already..i know it happens

in a wit of bliss but i cant help myself thinking about what happen and missing all of a sudden

his company..and the thing is he have  yet a girl in his life but fortunately with me coz she

just got back to london ..ive told my friend about it and she never liked it..coz the thing is

its so complicated and she doesnt want me to splurge time with him coz its not worth it..

i know i deserve much better..but as of now all my guys are no where of sights..its not that

im being bitchy but i just want someone whom i could spend sometime you know..(my guys, 

want to clear things up, were my prospective soon to be bf husband whatevah) hahaha!!!

im not getting any younger..sometimes i have a peer pressure for being  single for life..

anywayz, i dnt wana think about it..it will jsut drive me insane...i dont wana lost my sanity for

petes sake..hahahaha!!!..forgive me darlin but i jsut want to live my life to tha fullest..so right now

even so dazzle and baff il jsut go with the flow... "bahala na si batman"..