have u ever felt dazzled lately?? coz i were...i have this guy ive been dating likely..

well not really what u call a romantic date but its a date date..got what i mean...

ok, so, we've been goin out, and the last time we went out was kinda diff because

in an instant we found ourselves so sweet and smoochy with each other..its kind of

establishing romance etc etc..and i id be honest i kinda like it too..we even had this thing

that we never did on our previous night out together, like having a peck on my lips..

holding hands while walking and hugging each other...its weird but i did liked it..

in fact after ive got home i feel a strange feeling missing him already..i know it happens

in a wit of bliss but i cant help myself thinking about what happen and missing all of a sudden

his company..and the thing is he have  yet a girl in his life but fortunately with me coz she

just got back to london ..ive told my friend about it and she never liked it..coz the thing is

its so complicated and she doesnt want me to splurge time with him coz its not worth it..

i know i deserve much better..but as of now all my guys are no where of sights..its not that

im being bitchy but i just want someone whom i could spend sometime you know..(my guys, 

want to clear things up, were my prospective soon to be bf husband whatevah) hahaha!!!

im not getting any younger..sometimes i have a peer pressure for being  single for life..

anywayz, i dnt wana think about it..it will jsut drive me insane...i dont wana lost my sanity for

petes sake..hahahaha!!!..forgive me darlin but i jsut want to live my life to tha fullest..so right now

even so dazzle and baff il jsut go with the flow... "bahala na si batman"..